I think it was Indira Gandhi who said that she has no faith in society. Or some other words to that effect. Pathetic an administrator and ruler as she was, this is one of the only two things she said or did that I approve of. The other was the Bangladesh War.
I have lost faith in society and it is going to take a long time for it to be repaired I think. The ideas and concepts that get embedded into a kid’s mind during the formative years end up staying there for the rest of his life. That is probably why parents love listening to those unbelievably shitty songs that they heard when they were teenagers. During my formative years, I saw some interesting things around me. And these have remained in my mind ever since.
Mrs Bindu was our biology teacher. A brilliant teacher, we all loved her (even the ‘rowdy’ gangs loved her). So we were shocked when we learnt that she had been in an accident. So the next day, all of us kids went to see her at her home where she was on bed rest. And was she happy to see us! And then she explained what had happened to her. The annual school fest was coming in a week and as one of the teachers who had learnt dance, she was in charge of the dances. Now, a sari being difficult to dance in, she had gone home during the break to change into a suit. On the way back, something happened and the shawl she was wearing got stuck in the wheel of her moped. Because it was made of some synthetic material, it didn’t rip apart. She didn’t realise it and pretty soon the whole thing got totally stuck and she was being strangled. She lost control of the moped and both fell into the middle of the street. Thankfully by that time the moped had switched off and she was not strangled to death.
And now here is the interesting part.
She was on the road, half strangled and with bruises all over. Soon a crowd of onlookers gathered (as usual) and what did they do? NOTHING! They just looked at the injured woman in front of her and started the usual babbling, “These women nowadays, why cant they wear normal saris instead of these new outlandish dresses.”, “Why cant these women walk to work” and shit like that.
Then thankfully a neighbour saw her and took her to the hospital.
I have seen society ruin reputations with nothing but some choice rumours. I have heard plenty of incidents about society’s indifference to accident victims bleeding to death right in front of them.
And now I am sick of it. I decided long back to not give a damn about the society that does not care for its own. Not that I wont help people who need them and all. But that I don’t care now what the society says or thinks. If they think my actions are weird and stupid, let them. Let them go on and comment about my tastes and ideas. Let them gossip.
Thats all they are good for.