Anger. Stubbornness. Irritation. Frustration. Helplessness. Explosion. Senseless. Loss of reason. No more logic. Scream. No more cooperation. Sarcasm. No more obedience. No more manners. No more good boy. No more good son. No more help. Fire. Heat. Inferno. Volcano. Words. Words. Words. Stupid words. Harsh words. Out of control. Wrong words. Rude words. Fear? Sick of fear.

After a long time, I finally lost control. Did something without thinking it over. Spoke words upon words without thinking them over.

I guess it had to happen sometime.

No, I am not going to apologise for what I did. But I just thought how it would be if I apologised. Shit, it is impossible. To imagine and to do.

Is it because I am a guy or because I am an asshole?